83、第八十三章

    我盯着两个截然不同的龙介staredblanklyatthetwodifferentpeoplestandinginfrontofme,mymindreelingwithquestionsanddoubts.“到底哪一个是你的真正的自我？“我问了。

    黑衣的dragon介shruggedoffhisjacket,revealingamessytangleofdarkhairunderneath.Hiseyesgleamedwithamixtureofmaliceandlongingashespokeinasharp,acidictone.“为什么你不喜欢我的这个人格？我是最好最棒的，你知道的!“

    白衣的龙介smiledwarmlyatme,hisbrightblueeyescrinklingatthecorners.Hereachedoutandgentlybrushedastrandofhairbehindmyear,sendingshiversdownmyspine.“我爱你，不论哪个我都要做你的。因为你是我最好的，唯一的真爱。”

    我feltlikeIwasdrowninginaseaofconflictingemotions,unsureofwhichperson‘swordswerethetruth.BlackDragon介‘ssharptongueandpiercinggazemademefeelbothscaredandattractedtohim,whileWhiteDragon介‘sgentletouchandsoothingvoicecalmedmynervesandfilledmyheartwithwarmth.

    “为什么你不喜欢我的这个人格？“黑衣的龙介repeated,hiseyesflashingwithanger.“我是最好的，你才是最好的！为什么你要抛弃我？”

    “Idon‘tknow,“Irepliedhesitantly,tryingtoprocesstheconflictingemotionsswirlinginsideme.“Ijustfeellike...you‘retwodifferentpeople,andit‘shardformetochoosebetweenyou.“

    黑衣的龙介snortedinderision.“为什么你要犹豫不决？我是最棒的，你应该选择我！“Hetookastepclosertome,hiseyesblazingwithintensity.“我爱你，我只爱你。“

    Meanwhile,WhiteDragon介placedagentlehandonmyshoulder,hisvoicesoftandsoothing.“Pleasedon‘tchoosebetweenus.We‘rebothyou,indifferentways.Whycan‘twebetogether,astwohalvesofthesamewhole?“

    IfeltalumpforminmythroatasIlookedatWhiteDragon介,feelingadeepsenseofconnectiontohimthatwentbeyondwords.Hisgentletouchandkindeyesmademefeelsafe,likeIcouldtrusthimwithanything.

    “Butwhatabout...youknow?“Isaidhesitantly,tryingtobringuptheelephantintheroom.“Aboutyourcondition?Andhowitaffectsourrelationship?“

    白衣的龙介noddedcalmly.“Iknowit‘plicated.ButIwantyoutoknowthatI‘mworkingongettingbetter,forus,together.Iwanttobestrongenoughforus,sowecanfaceeverythinglifethrowsatus.“

    BlackDragoniatescoffedindisgust.“你reallythink这个condition会消失？我永远不会变成这个人！“

    IfeltapangoffrustrationandsadnessasIlookedatBlackDragon介.Whycouldn‘theseethathisconditionwasn‘taweakness,butratherapartofwhatmadehimunique?Andwhydidhehavetobesocrueltome?

    “BlackDragoniate,“Isaidfirmly,tryingtobringsomecalmtothesituation.“Youneedtostopbeingso...so...“Isearchedforwords,feelingfrustratedandhelpless.“Cruel.Andheartless.“

    黑衣的龙介raisedaneyebrow.“Whatdoyouwantfromme?“

    “Iwantyoutobehonestwithyourself,“Irepliedsoftly.“Andwithus.Youhavefeelings,too,evenifthey‘redifferentfromWhiteDragoniate‘s.Butwhyareyousoafraidtoshowthem?“

    BlackDragoniatesnortedagain.“因为我是垃圾。我不是你想要的类型.”

    Ifeltasurgeofangerandhurtathiswords,butItriedtokeepmycool.“That‘snottrue,“Isaidfirmly.“You‘remorethanjustonepersonoronesetoffeelings.You‘rplex,multifaceted,andworthyofloveandrespect,regardlessofwhatothersthink.“

    WhiteDragoniatesmiledsoftly.“你知道我爱你，是真的吗？”

    IfeltmyheartswellwithemotionasIlookedatWhiteDragoniate,feelingadeepsenseofconnectiontohimthatwentbeyondwords.“Yes,“Irepliedsoftly.“Iknowyouloveme.AndIloveyoutoo.“

    BlackDragoniatesnortedagain,butthistimetherewasahintofjealousyinhisvoice.“还不是吗？你真的是垃圾的女孩。”

    Butashespoke,Isawsomethingflickerinhiseyes-aglimmerofsadness,andperhapsevenahintoflonging.Itwasasmallcrackinhisarmor,butitwasenoughtomakemefeelhopefulthatmaybe,justmaybe,wecouldfindawaytohealhimandbringusclosertogether.

    “Let‘stry,“Isaidsoftly,reachingouttotouchhishand.“Let‘strytofindawaytohealyou,andbetogether,astwohalvesofthesamewhole.“